(I’m counting down (or up – I’m not sure yet) my favorite albums of all time. I’m not sure how long this will take or how often I’ll write one. But this is Part 4. Other posts are linked here.)
I mentioned the other day that this would make it to this list, so this is sort of just a formality, but also… along with Prince, Portastatic is the band that I most credit for whatever musical talent or drive I have. Since I was very young, I loved the romantic ideal (in my eyes, anyway) of one person creating a piece of music. I’ve been in bands and I’ve loved the experience, but with my own songs, I always felt hemmed in by other musicians – not by their talent, which is usually greater than mine, but just by their mere presence, their tendency to play things differently than I would. By having to think about what they might want or like, or whether they’re bored of practicing that song (or if they even like it), or whatever.
And so I like it best when it’s just me and guitars and drums and Pro Tools, and I can make whatever I want at whatever pace I want. I love Superchunk, but when I heard of Portastatic, which was, for the first couple albums, mostly just Mac McCaughan and whatever instruments he felt like playing at the time, I finally understood what I wanted to do musically. And so I realize that this album probably has far more resonance for me than it does for most of the rest of the world, but then again, maybe not, because it’s fantastic.
Sonically, it’s a big leap forward from his first full-length Portastatic album - basically, from lo-fi to mid-fi – but the biggest jump is in the songwriting. Where I Hope Your Heart is Not Brittle is tentative and not quite out of the shadow of Superchunk, ...Sinking Ship is assured, flows perfectly, and embraces its lo-fi flourishes. Lyrically, it’s probably the strongest album in McCaughan’s catalog. There are full-band rockers where Mac enlists the help of friends (“A Cunning Latch“), perfect little off-kilter indie pop songs (“Isn’t That the Way“), an exquisite closer in “In the Manner of Anne Frank,” and, of course, the best song that he’s ever written (ok, maybe), “San Andreas.” And that’s that.